wow time goes by quickly..
i can't believe i'm on study leave for the biggest exams of my life so far when i can still remember my first day at my new -now present- school..

it's a little scary

it's strange that i seem to keep being greeted by things that remind me of past years.
Like having to re-new my passport photos. I was only 11 when my first ones were ever taken and i've changed so much in those 5 years...not just facial features or length of hair, but i can remember how i used to see and think about things and it's just so unbelievably different to how i think now.

and now i'm sat in my room which has been completely modified fairly recently and i can see where my bed used to be and the wardrobe and where they are now. but the fireplace is still in the same place and the windows and door... it's still the same room, but it's different.

i'm probably just on a random waffly rant right now, but it makes sense in my head and i feel like typing



we grow up. we change. yet, we still stay the same. we are still ourselves...

kinda cool

and on a completely different note..
I CAN'T WAIT UNTIL SUMMER

its going to be actually amazing
last exam june 11th
going to portsmouth june 12th ish until like 16th maybe
give all school books back on 22nd june - never have to lugg them round again!
my bestest friend in the entire world is coming to visit from australia for a week at the end of june to the start of july
photoshoots all the way through july
drawing, reading, painting all the way through july
meeting friends all the way through july
probably going to portsmouth again throughout july
and getting visits from the south
choir in harrogate in early august
going to poland from the 18th to the 28th of august
back to school in september sometime, where i am then in 6th form and taking the best subjects that i can imagine

can't wait until those few months start

hope all are okay and the weather is better for you than it is for me

tell me about your summer plans